Paul & Margaret, Hannah, Audrey…

•March 3, 2011 • 2 Comments


It’s the third of March, 2011. The temps climbed to well above freezing today and the snow continues to melt. My spring fever symptoms continue to progress.

I continue to  experiment with this blog thing, and today was just hoping for some color to liven this page, rather than ice and snow and dark moons. So I came to these geraniums in my photo gallery. Long ago, there were a few people who somehow got me addicted to nature’s colors. Hannah, my paternal grandmother [whom I will likely honor with more typing time in the future]. Paul & Margaret, neighbors and mentors and family friends. Audrey, my sixth grade teacher, and together with her husband Vic, my landlords while I farmed for half a decade in southwest Iowa.

I began growing geraniums seasonally when I first left home and got my own house in town. I don’t think I have ever really stopped it, except for a few years in college and/or after the accident. Now, however, I store them over the winter in a dark place under the basement stairs, and then bring them out about this time of year and coax them back into a state of vibrance. Is an almost-Lazaras sort of thing. They appear convincingly dead, yet fight their way back to life with a bit of care.

As they do, I am reminded of these precious people in my life, Paul & Margaret, Audrey, and Hannah…with a beauty of their own that adds color to my life.

thaw.

•March 3, 2011 • Leave a Comment


a late october rain filled this birdbath. winter’s plunging temperature locked it into solid form. today it begins to thaw.

there are parts of my  life that were once fluid. once free. they too have been locked into the shape of their environs.

how does one regain freedom and fluidity after falling prey to the rigor mortise of such an ice age?

noticed…

•March 3, 2011 • Leave a Comment


a warmly glowing early evening moon…  a february night, below zero temperatures…

a warm glow in a frigid environment. deceiving… possibly.  or is it simply a metaphor… perhaps a challenge

in a world that sometimes feels cold and dark, those warm, glowing objects or people tend to stand out. to be noticed more readily.  needed more desperately.

Hello frozen world!

•March 2, 2011 • 2 Comments


After a few days of February thaw in north Iowa, we were once again glazed over with freezing rain and sleet and snow. An undeniable reminder that spring fever is yet premature. I must wait a little longer.

For more than half a century of life, I have experienced the warmth of spring overcoming the frigid hold of winter. I know it will happen. Yet, I am impatient.

But in my impatience I continue to find more and more hopeful momentum that pulls me forward. Soon the buds, now encapsulated in ice, will swell and break into the vibrant greens of a new season.